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Oct. 31st, 2007

Me_2

Earthquake, Weight Loss, and Halloween

Lost another 6 pounds of weight, bringing the total loss to 16 pounds, so far. So that is going well.

When the 5.6 earthquake hit, I was in the middle of a very important business dinner at a local restaurant. Two of us had just had our coffee refilled, so the rockin' and rollin', caused the coffee to spill over the edge of the cups and all over the table. The restaurant wasn't busy, and some of the customers got up and went towards the front windows to look outside, as there had been sparks from one of the power lines on the street. But nobody over reacted in any way, even tho the waiter, who had never been in an earthquake, was a bit shaken. I stared at the walls the whole time, watching the walls roll. I never felt like I needed to find cover, but was ready to jump up if needed, or if the jolts got stronger. I was guessing it was a 6.0, but turned out to be strong enough and respectable 5.6, as the epicenter was only 9 miles away. Cell phone services were jammed and over loaded, so I drove by the bar, only a few blocks away, to make sure everything was alright.

I have Halloween off tomorrow, and have no plans to deal with any of it. Just want a quiet and productive day out of it. But i do have to drive to the Oakland area in the evening, so that will be scary enough ...LOL!!! Except of course for meeting up with
[info]bootdog. Seeing him is always enjoyable, and never scary.

...the Big Boy

Oct. 26th, 2007

Me_1

A Bit Of This, And A Bit Of That...

Last night I was late to work. I got in my truck to drive to work, and it wouldn't start. Dead fricken battery!!! I don't think I left any lights on, so it just must be time for a new one. Thank goodness for Triple AAA, and thier battery service. I'll give them a call when I get up and have them bring me out a new one, in case it needs it, when they check it.

Ordered a copy of the book, "Diabetes for Dummies", and it arrived yesterday. I'm not much of a regular reader, so I hope I can find the will to actually sit and read it, in it's entirety. I promised myself that I would give it a good try, and see that this book I would actually finish. No pun intended, but I guess my life depends on it now. [info]ladyhilary said it was a good book on the subject, so it made me feel much better about having chosen it.

Speaking of [info]ladyhilary, It was a pleasure to see Her on Wednesday evening, when I went by Her home to pick up my sound system. It was great catching up with Her, and having a bit of a chat on important life altering subjects such as Diabetes and cock sucking ...Hehehe! She will never truly understand how much I admire and adore her.

Also this week, I had a very important meeting with someone to discuss some details and negotiations on something, that if I end up going through with it, it will drastically change my life, as I know it. I have another meeting scheduled on Tuesday to continue discussing the possibility of making it a reality. I don't want to hex myself, so I won't go into what it is on here, just yet. I will say that it really excites me, and scares me shitless, at the same time.

...the Big Boy

Oct. 19th, 2007

Me_1

"Meet & Greet Party" for SCCLA's Leather Weekend



Leather & Fetish Night - No Cover

You MUST be 21 years of age or older to attend this event

  • 9pm-1am
    RENEGADES
    501 W. Taylor Street , San Jose, CA

  • HOT, SEXY, SWEATY, SMOKEY FUN!

    Show off the gear that cranks up your throttle by participating in our

    • "Gear Up for the Weekend" Contest

    Astronaut? Fireman? Cowboy? Scuba Diver? Race Car Driver?
    Prizes will be awarded to the best "Geared Up" individual or team.

    • $50 Gift Certificate from Vin Santo Restaurant in San Jose, CA

    • Bar Bucks from RENEGADES in San Jose

    Winners will be determined by members of the audience.
    So rig it up, strap it on and come on down to strut YOUR Tools of the Trade!

  • Our MC for the evening, the provocative and alluring Lady Hilary

  • Demos

    • Fire Play with Jeff Tucker, International Mr. Leather 1994

    • Singletail with Dave L.

  • Boot Blacking by Blast

  • Cigars! Cigars! Cigars! - Cigar Girl Kimber

Oct. 18th, 2007

Me_1

Adjusting my meds ...and losing weight.

Just had 2 much needed, lazy nights off. Did absolutely nothing, except catch up on sleep, grocery shopping, and the 3 loads of laundry that are currently running in the laundry room across the car park.

These past 2 weeks, since having started on meds, I was finding it hard to stay awake in the late afternoon. I went back and read the labels on the meds, and found one that I take for blood pressure, that warned of causing drowsiness. So a few days ago I changed the time of day when taking that pill to just before bed. I figured if it was going to put me to sleep, then Thats when i should try taking it, instead of during the day when I needed to get up and get moving. It worked nicely these past couple days, and I've been feeling more energetic.

Also lost 10 pounds in the last 3 weeks. Started eating better, a week before my diabetes diagnosis. Not realizing that now I had to anyway. The original motivation, was to lose weight to be able to fit back into a bunch of my favorite Leather, Rubber, and Uniform gear, by March, for my trip to Berlin, for the Easter Leder und Fetish Parties.

It's just 10 lbs, but it's a great start, and serves as a bit of added motivation. I always joke, that "When your as big as I am, You can spit, and lose 10 lbs"...LOL!!!  Meaning that it doesn't really make much of a difference at all. When a person weighing 100lbs loses 10, its drastically noticeable, but when a 320lbs man loses the same 10 lbs, you can't even tell. So it's a great start, but a long way to go.

Yeah, thats right, I had let myself go over the past year till I hit 320lbs. I'm a lot luckier than most big guys, that when I gain the weight, it doesn't just all pile up on my ass or in my gut, but rather distributes itself a bit more proportionately. making it hard for most people to even believe that thats how much I actually weigh.

...the Big Boy

Oct. 11th, 2007

Me_1

Annie Lennox Concert ...and a Hot Young Stud.

Made it to the Annie Lennox Concert just in time, after having a hard time trying to get a taxi from the bar. Saw a few familiar faces, and exchanged some pleasantries and small talk. Sat in my seat and was covered in goose pimples when the Diva came on stage and started singing. She was awesome, as usual. Loved the more intimate feel of the Masonic Center, which worked well for Annie and her new material, as well as some reworked older classics, especially when the band left the stage and she spent some time singing while playing solo on keyboards. A nice time indeed, and glad I treated myself to it.

Played phone tag with [info]throbbin, hoping to maybe catch up with him  after the show, but by the time we connected on the phone, he was already arriving at home, and was about to go to bed. And I had already left the Castro and was back at the Eagle having a cup of coffee with a small shot of Jack Daniels dumped in it, for flavor *wink*.

Followed a buddy over to the Lone Star at his invitation, and we sat at the bar. David served me another cup of coffee, and refused to take my money for it. I got a text message on my cell asking "Are U @ Lone Star?". I looked around and saw that the sender was standing at the other end of the bar, so I replied to his text with "Bet Ur Sweet Ass, I am!". He came over to me, just as I swung around in my stool, opened my legs and arms and enveloped him into me in a great big bear hug. He was also being cruised hard by a hot older Leather Daddy, and was telling me about it. It really was very obvious, that the Leather Daddy was just waiting for the right moment to pounce on him. I'll call him "Steve" here. Steve excused himself to go say hello to another buddy, so I grabbed my coffee and headed out to the patio for a smoke.

Steve is a Hot young number in his twenties, with an adorable personality, piercings, a little edge to him, that I find attractive. I usually run from the younger twenty-somethings, but something about him holds my interest. One of his great qualities is that he is a kinky little fucker. In the past we never went beyond flirty emails, texts, and kinky pic exchanges of ourselves.

A couple minutes into my cigarette on the patio, and he came out after me, so I again pulled him into me in a flirty hug. He responded with some wonderful kissing, and unbuttoning my shirt to get at my nipples. The Leather Daddy followed him out on the patio, and when he saw that Steve was into me, he walked away like a wounded puppy, back into the bar. Steve continued by getting my shirt all the way open and got excited at the responsive reactions that he was getting out of me while he tortured my nipples. The more he saw pain and suffering on my face, the more he got off on it. We then hugged, made out, and chatted for a bit, then on our way back into the bar, we sneaked into the large private bathroom for some quick & light piss play.

We headed over to the powerhouse, he had another beer, and shot of vodka. I ordered a Jack & diet coke, but knew I would only be taking a few sips, as I would be driving home. The last shot of vodka hit him a bit hard, and he was feeling a bit drunk, so I offered to drive him home, and on the way he was getting drowsy. We used the GPS on his cell phone to get me to his place, while he dozed off, and when we got there, he asked If I would like to stay and cuddle, but I passed on the offer, because he was a bit out of it, and I needed to get back home to take my meds, which I had not brought with me, not having planned to spend the night away.

Took the 280 back to San Jose, and had a wonderful relaxing drive home.

...the Big Boy

Oct. 10th, 2007

Me_1

Heading Into San Francisco Tonight

Going to SF to see the Annie Lennox concert. Been loving her new album, so cant wait. Maybe hit Starbears or Bearbucks (or whatever they are calling it these days) in the Castro for some coffee before the concert. Not sure what I'll do afterwards. Maybe hit the Eagle for a quiet drink. Haven't had a cocktail since LLW in August, so might as well enjoy one while I'm out.

A buddy of mine called me yesterday to tell me to hurry up and turn the channel onto the Martha Stewart show, cuz Annie was going to come out next on the show and sing one of her songs from the new album. She did "Dark Road", and it was wonderful. It really got me in the mood for going to see her live tonight.

Was going to get my Mohawk redone this afternoon, but decided to let it go another week.

Trying to decide what I want to do before heading out on 101 to SF. Maybe some chores?

...the Big Boy
 

Oct. 6th, 2007

Me_1

Prick! Prick! Prick!

When I got home at 3am this morning, I sat in bed and opened up the box with the monitor, lancets, and test strips. I figured it was as good time as any, to get familiar with it. I read through some of the enclosed reading material. Then I figured, "what the heck, lets try this puppy out. After pricking myself 6 times on 2 different fingers, I finally managed to get it done right. I was pleasantly surprised that it was nowhere as bad as I had assumed it would be. I assumed that I would be walking around with track marks like an IV drug user ...LOL!!! Not at all. You cant even tell where I pricked myself, and the pricking device was rather gentile. There are no sore finger tips to be had, afterwards, like I thought there would be. I CAN DO THIS! *smile*

...the Big Boy

Oct. 5th, 2007

Me_1

Pills And More Pills ...ARG!!!

I was awaken today by a phone call from my Doctor. He had just went over my lab test results. It turns out that the blood pressure pill he had prescribed a few days ago was not the only pill that I would now have to be taking.
He let me know that I was to come by the kaiser pharmacy and pick up a few more prescriptions, to add to my daily regiment. I now have to look forward to taking a baby aspirin, and a vitamin D. turns out I have Vitamin D deficiency. It also turns out that I also now have Diabetes. Not sure what kind or to what extent, because I was still half asleep, and groggy when talking to him on the phone, but I did understand that I would need some type of monitoring device, and 3 different meds to go along with it. Dont know exactly what they are, because, like I said, I was half asleep, but I'm sure I'm going to get very familiar with them and with Diabetes itself.

Diabetes is something that I really don't know much about, except that it does run in the extended family, the closest relative being an uncle, that died from complications of it, a few years after having a leg amputated. I had not seen him in more than 15 years, so am not familiar with much of what he had to go through. The doctor did say that i would be enrolled in Kaisers diabetes classes or something, so my ignorance of this disease/condition, will soon be a thing of the past.

Running off to Kaiser to pick up the meds, then it's off to work, for "Underwear Night".

...the Big Boy

Oct. 3rd, 2007

Me_1

A Pill A Day...

After visiting my Doctor, yesterday, I'm now officially part of the pill popping masses. He put me on meds for my high blood pressure. So now swallowing those little buggers, becomes part of my daily routine. I have known that it was coming, and actually kept putting it off for about 3 years now. He wouldn't let me put it off any longer, and wrote me a prescription. Oh well, might as well get used to the idea.

...the Big Boy

Sep. 29th, 2007

Me_1

SPANK-A-Licious!!!

Last night, towards the end of Underwear Night, two of my regulars confessed to it being their birthdays. A third, said his birthday was a few days ago. I smacked my hands together hard a few times and joked that it was spanky time! (GRIN)


A perfect end, to an enjoyable evening,
...the Big Bo

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